The thirty frantic calls I made
The half roll of tissue I wasted
The long apologetic messages I sent
The eager wait for your reply each day
Was it all worth it?
The midnight walk on the chilly night
The sleepless nights I had each time
The large gasps I took to fill my lungs with air
The tears that almost choked me to death
The paint on my eyes to hide the swellings the next day
Did you deserve it?
The numerous times I made a fool of myself
Professing my love for you
Only to be rejected each time
It left a scar in me so deep
Its all now turning into a bad memory
I'm slowly healing..
